You can’t take back a second of life you already lived. You can’t look back and wish about what should have happened, what might have happened. You can’t digress into how you may have failed, or what went wrong, or it should have happened this or that way. You can’t think about how it should be or it might be or I deserve or expect this. You need to focus on right now, this very moment, and how “you” will make this moment count, this moment will define you. You don’t deserve anything, you create it. Your not entitled..be enlightened.